Dear Lord you have sent me signs. Please Lord let me stop and listen to them take them in and know that you have never left me. But have been there the whole time loving me through it! I love you and thank you for all I have!
DEAR,HEAVENLY FATHER GOD HEAR MY CRY I BEG OF YOU TO HELP ME WITH A JOB,IT VERY HARD NOT WORKING HEAR MY CRY',AMEN
PLEASE FOR ME TO GET A JOB.VIE
Heavenly Father, I need your guidance to keep me going. My Husband and daughter need something diffrent than I do because they are new. I know that you said all thing are open for me but not all are benifical. I am counting on your strengh to keep putting their needs for your word over mine. Thank you and praise you for all you grace.
My faith is leaving me. My body always hurts and I'm tired of fighting it. Those I love not only deal with the years of medical burden but the emotional one too. I don't know why I'm here because it feels as though my contribution to those I love and you love is worthless. Please help me find my way. I'm lost and hopeless.
Dear God, Why must the battle be so hard. Sometimes I feel the world get an edge over on us. Sometimes I feel every time I stand for you, I get ripped to shreds. Then is when I need to feel you the most; But I can't feel you. My mortal body feels beaten and bruised. If feels like giving up. What so hard to understand is I know my soul is still intake, but all the distraction, stress, disease, and death this world holds...makes my emotions shut down. Down to where there is only dark emptiness. Where do you go when the pain gets so bad, that I can no longer see through it. See Your beautiful face. Why am I here...what am I doing. How can I have lost my spiritual strength...so cleverly he calls, how deceiving he can be. He makes me doubt my own sanity. Because he knows the way in. We have had this battle so many times. Every time my light shines, this world shuts it down. Endlessly I cry out for you my father to protect me. All I seem to get is isolation, and feelings of worthlessness.
God, why did the father you gave me; take my innocence? Why at my age, am i still afraid and insecure, angry and empty. When things are looking up; I look in the mirror and I see the hollowness of my eyes staring back at me...wondering why - of all things and of all people my birth father raped me and took my beauty. Why can I not get past that. It has truly effected every relationship I have ever had.
I have laid it at the cross, so why does Satan seem bound and determined the wrap me in the blood stained sheets. I have asked for him to take it, but is my faith not strong enough.
Dear God, hunbled again, teach me how to be strong, send me the energy to stand up for you again. Forgive me for being so weak. I lost sight of my purpose. Send me something God someone. To help me lift my head. It seems to hard to do. This battle has left me bleeding. Please pray for me. I have children that need to see me not give up hope. Just for them dear God, give them some happiness and hope. and God forgive my fathers sins. Teach me how to let it go. empty and brokenhearted.
Dear God, Please watch over and keep my family safe from Hurricane Irene.
for my safety brendon hits me
for my rent money back
Father, I add my prayer for work in the valley. It says in Matt 6 that YOU take care and provide for all the aninmals and plants. We are thankful to YOU for porviding for us as well.
Dear Lord you have sent me signs. Please Lord let me stop and listen to them take them in and know that you have never left me. But have been there the whole time loving me through it! I love you and thank you for all I have!
DEAR,HEAVENLY FATHER GOD
HEAR MY CRY I BEG OF YOU TO HELP ME WITH A JOB,IT VERY HARD NOT WORKING HEAR MY CRY',AMEN
PLEASE FOR ME TO GET A JOB.VIE
Heavenly Father, I need your guidance to keep me going. My Husband and daughter need something diffrent than I do because they are new. I know that you said all thing are open for me but not all are benifical. I am counting on your strengh to keep putting their needs for your word over mine. Thank you and praise you for all you grace.
My faith is leaving me. My body always hurts and I'm tired of fighting it. Those I love not only deal with the years of medical burden but the emotional one too. I don't know why I'm here because it feels as though my contribution to those I love and you love is worthless. Please help me find my way. I'm lost and hopeless.
Dear God,
Why must the battle be so hard. Sometimes I feel the world get an edge over on us. Sometimes I feel every time I stand for you, I get ripped to shreds. Then is when I need to feel you the most; But I can't feel you. My mortal body feels beaten and bruised. If feels like giving up. What so hard to understand is I know my soul is still intake, but all the distraction, stress, disease, and death this world holds...makes my emotions shut down. Down to where there is only dark emptiness. Where do you go when the pain gets so bad, that I can no longer see through it. See Your beautiful face. Why am I here...what am I doing. How can I have lost my spiritual strength...so cleverly he calls, how deceiving he can be. He makes me doubt my own sanity. Because he knows the way in. We have had this battle so many times. Every time my light shines, this world shuts it down. Endlessly I cry out for you my father to protect me. All I seem to get is isolation, and feelings of worthlessness.
God, why did the father you gave me; take my innocence? Why at my age, am i still afraid and insecure, angry and empty. When things are looking up; I look in the mirror and I see the hollowness of my eyes staring back at me...wondering why - of all things and of all people my birth father raped me and took my beauty. Why can I not get past that. It has truly effected every relationship I have ever had.
I have laid it at the cross, so why does Satan seem bound and determined the wrap me in the blood stained sheets. I have asked for him to take it, but is my faith not strong enough.
Dear God, hunbled again, teach me how to be strong, send me the energy to stand up for you again. Forgive me for being so weak. I lost sight of my purpose. Send me something God someone. To help me lift my head. It seems to hard to do. This battle has left me bleeding. Please pray for me. I have children that need to see me not give up hope. Just for them dear God, give them some happiness and hope. and God forgive my fathers sins. Teach me how to let it go. empty and brokenhearted.
Dear God, Please watch over and keep my family safe from Hurricane Irene.
for my safety brendon hits me
for my rent money back
Father, I add my prayer for work in the valley. It says in Matt 6 that YOU take care and provide for all the aninmals and plants. We are thankful to YOU for porviding for us as well.